June 2010
LOL! Aw, may I know who this may be? :) And yes, it hurt like hell. Did you ask me that when we met? because it sounds very familiar.
(via paralleluniverse-, norilynnn)
I’m only as tall as my heart will let me be and I’m only as small as the world will make me seem.
“You will never get this you will never get it la la la la la la”
You write such pretty words
But life’s no storybook
Love’s an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
Well it seems to me, that you are in a quite difficult situation. I believe that this friend who dobbed on you, sounds pretty awesome and I think you should stay friends with her cause it sounds like she totally loves you, and you just sound like a bitch —- LMAO KIDDING :)
I love you Jess! <33
If I were to go back in time perhaps I would change some things that I’ve done, been better than I was and not have been so stupid at the time, but I guess experience is what makes us grow and learn as a person and to become more aware in the future. So I guess if I didn’t make any mistakes I wouldn’t have learned so much from then and to learn to move forward, so no, I don’t regret anything.
Today was sad. Because today I realized that not everything goes the way you want it to be. I was happily involved with a great guy. We were practically a couple; we’d hold hands, talk til late at night, etc. But because we were already like that, I expected him to ask me to be his girlfriend. I waited and waited. But the time never came.
Eventually, we started not talking to each other. Well, I tried talking. It’s just that he’d never reply, and we drifted. I worried, because I felt like I’d lose him. But at the same time, I never completely had him because we weren’t really together. But I’ve realized that he doesn’t care about us anymore. Us being together is just a figment of our past that he probably wouldn’t go back to. Everything came so quickly, but it left quickly as well.
Maybe I shouldn’t have expected anything. Then again, it was hard not to. Today I realized that no matter how much I wanted us to stay strong, not everything will go how I want. If he doesn’t feel anything for me anymore, I can’t force him. But it’s truly sad. He’s gone.Hmms..
I really don’t know, if that happened I’d feel like I’d have nowhere to go, I really wouldn’t want to burden anyone with my presence in their home.
And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
“I didnt notice you were here!” remarked pooh bear.
“thats alright” Eeyore said as he sat down. ” nobody ever does”
Eeyore was created in the light of someone living with depression.
and just like everyone in the hundred acerwoods, they were ignorant of Eeyore.
Just like how everyone is ignorant of people with depression in the real world.
he was alone. always alone.
just like so many people living with depression.
this isn’t fair.
‘It’s really hard having words in your heart that you can’t utter from your mouth’.
When I know, I’ll get back to you.
Lean on me, when you’re not strong, and I’ll be your friend, I’ll help you carry on.